Coralz’ [the lil echos]

haha, this is an act on impulse. my macbk says it means…”a sudden, strong and unreflective urge to..”

author’s note: if you dun feel like reading on, at least view my pics!!
http://coralz.blogs.friendster.com/photos/thehumsters/

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i miss someone!!

and i miss everything he did/said!!!

(althou i’ve to admit. i am only in love with the man of the past. he has changed. ive changed and i think this new him isnt as appealing to me of now. )

then, i realised i hav too many eyecandies in ndp le…so they shall all be demoted. xp move on..

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there. i dun think i wanna say more. cos i noe things i do without thinking, usually ends in regret.

byee`

opening note: i just went youtube to find some videos and coincidentally, found smth i really missed. ive almost forgotten how much i admired this man. so, i spent the last 2 hours watching his videos. XP haha…omg, i carn believe it myself. haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1LecWjLY6Is&NR=1

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announcement!!!

pay 100% attention please! *cough cough*

HERE’s A LITTLE PROMOTION!!!

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OR…you can join his official fanclub too!

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Fellow soka member and st. hilda’s secondary school student, BENJAMIN HUM WILL BE PERFORMING ON 11JUNE’07, CAMPUS SUPERSTAR 2, on CHANNEL U, 8PM.

HE’S M2 AND WILL BE SINGING JJ’S [YUAN LAI]!! REMB TO WATCH!!!

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lovee`zj

If i’d said Red Camp is number 1 on my fav camp list, so is NPSU FOC!!!

okie lar…all the camps in NP are fab!

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the last 4 days had been crazy, disgusting, out-of-the-world but VERY VERY fun! i’ve survived the NPSU camp! (NgeeAnn Poly Student Union) Every single activity we did left a big impact in me. I was late by 5hrs due to ‘family affair’ (meeting up wif liming and xingyi) and i missed the ice-breakers and the Cinderella game. So, til now, i’m still trying to figure out my team mates’ names.. (ULTIMA)

HIGHLIGHTS OF CAMP!

-kisses, sexy mass dance, night walk, gurl-on-guy push-ups, bathing wif strangers*R/A content*, well-organised GAMES, great leaders, plus alot of FUN!

carn really type much now, going for my NDP training…maybe i will update this when i hav the tym to update my personal blog~

LANCELOT,    POWER!!!

                                          LOVEE` zijing

went for Ngee Ann Poly’s RED CAMP 3 for the last three days and oh my…i would nv regret going~

i give it a 1…not 1 out of 5 stars but NUMBER ONE CAMP in my life. (unless future camps prove to be better.) IT WAS REALLY FUN. ok…i think it’s more fun becos the student leaders, cool lecturers and fabulous emcees make me feel great abt being there.

Saw so much abt the different diplomas and many i did not noe of, now i do. Engineering (ard 16 diplomas here.), Business, Media & Humanities (Nursing, Childcare…), IT and Digial Media, Life & Healh Sciences…wow~ i’m quite surprised i remb so much. Now, i’m spoilt for choice. Everything look so good.

Of course, i’ve my eye candies too. (Linda goes something like: "ZJ, you are ggonna e diabetes soon if you continue eye-candying…") I carn reveal the names out here, can i? haha, dun wanna embarrass anyone so i shall shush. Without my wonderful gurlfrends, i guess i would hav been lonely. 10 of us in all, excluding the other 8 st.margs frm sec4. SHUK, SUAT, FAIZ, SHERRY, SAM, LINDA, SF, MARCH, KELLYN and me!

Samantha and her frends were there too. Ks crashed the camp…for one pathetic day…and for those who din go, it will be their loss. Free food & transportation (they din bear to let us walk from one blk to the other blk) , Fun people, Great party and the greatest way to find out what’s the right path to go!

Aw…faiz’s haircandy and pals got a video for the whole 1000++ campers before the end of the camp and haha, our grp was caught on cam twice! And guess wad? Sam and i won mp3s!! weeh~ i still carn believe, but sam is the luckiest. She won movie passes and a pen too! fine lar, at NURSING, i won a chocolate stick too. There was this guy who won 2 grand prizes in both big lucky draws. He walked away wif the latest mp3 and handphone! eh…need to be so lucky? haha. The two main emcees Byran and Zaid ROCK! im not writing this cos ppl will read but i really think so. they are so funny and really got the whole camp high~

I’m tired now…but i will be back soon~ It’s gonna be a tiring day tmr…work at KIDZ’ tmr, then logistics for Chingay’07 practice and be home before 9.30pm for episode 3 of HANA KIMI!!!

-zj-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Does ‘that’ means i’m happy or upset? Go figure…

My exams are ending soon but things are still in a mess. So many dates and activities cramped together within 2 weeks…it’s gonna be worse than exam period.

Fahrenheit’s 2nd version is out. Gonna get it tmr. Yay! Ya Lun’s birthday’s next monday. Yay yay!

Heard a lot of things cuming out of my sis and linda’s mouths yesterday. This afternoon, after my accounts paper, Minxue msged and told me abt it too. WHY AM I THE LAST ONE TO NOE?! *sobx*

Yep. He cried in today’s WanYu. Probably yesterday’s episode. He CRIED. The man who nv teared in any of the concerts no matter how emo he felt, teared yesterday. It must have been a burden off him to tell the world the news. His good news. Rumours going abt that JiQin’s giving birth in close to ten days, but wun that be a pre-matured birth? Currently in Taipei, reporters must hav already stationed themselves to every hospital they can find, jus to get 1st-hand news on the delivery.

Haha, i guessed i’m happy for him. At least…at least i din cried this tym. Haha, i still feel so silly crying when he bought her those poodles. I was obsessed wif him mah~

Yup yup. Whether that kid’s gonna be a lil girl or boy, i think it’s gonna be a really healthy n’ beautiful child. haha. mummy and daddy look so good, it’s hard to give birth to an ugly baby lar. i still remb his goals to being a 100% good daddy. i noe he will be.

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EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVER. Time to party. So many loved ones. Still so lil tym. Hope I can make use of this tym to hang out. I’ll miss the polka-dots…

Yesterday’s episode of ‘GOONG’, Shin (the prince that’s looking better and better each day) wore a green polka dotted shirt. haha. see? me noticing all that. Tmr’s the day…we turn 164yrs old. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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S.T.R.E.S.S

i noe this frendster profile is supposed to be left stagnant until the 20th but i carn help it. major papers are over! boy…not easy u noe?

i’m regreting… i wrote ‘dreams’ for my essay. and i regret my plot. it’s not bad. but i had a better one in hand, why din i use it? grr… the compo i wrote for ’stars’ was much better and i could easily linked it to ‘dreams’.

nvm…

haha…

the science papers were kinda killers. maths was okay. i hope i get an A1 for it~ humans was quite good. but omg…becos i was so stressed for my geog…a lot of things happened in the exam hall!!! haha. i bet, now, all the invigilators noe me… *malu*

the rest was all right. i’m only left wif accounts and science mcq. phew. been studying poa since i woke up. then, had a long chat wif faiz. i miss toking to so many ppl. but then, i still hate getting those ear-aches whenever i’m on the phone for too long.

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watched this korean movie last nite, i think it was ‘the way home’ , i will chk e title out agn. and i was practically crying every few scenes!! omg. couldn’t slp in the end. i miss my grandma haha, thou she jus went back last week only.

Zun updated his blog. ok fine…the whole FRH updated their blogs. they are back from hong kong. ‘thanks’ to linda, i look forward to seeing them next Jan.

i’m crazy over princess hours now. it’s partly due to Lu. He looks so _____ when he’s upset. Just like Sang-woo. I miss him too.

i’m mite post up ’stars’ in the next entry. yup. be4 i go…here’s a cute pic i found from Zun’s blog. (try not to steal k? if you plan to save it, dun tell me. and pls dun tell me u are in love wif him too. i’ll get jealous. haha.)

<– ZUN

SOBX.

today’s definitely not a PMS day. Just watching latha and zaty cry, i will like tearing too. rite, as said on the grad. service, "we have survived."

Thinking back, it’s been 12 years since i’ve stepped into her gates (both schs la) and a longer tym is spent watching myself and her grow/blossom into wad we are now. I’m reluntant to leave, or should i say, me being unwilling to move on. These stagnant polka-dotted filled days mite have contained some frustrating memories but many things have cum unexpected and good too. Just like the comrades of yesteryear have realised, "Located by Farrer Road is St. Margaret’s. Named after the Queen of Scotland. Surrounding us is Queens Road, Kings Road and Prince Road." If all this was a coincidence, what a great one it has been. I felt like a little spoilt princess lar. haha. And i dun wish to leave my palace. But our teachers, (great educators they are) have guided us well and i guess the only gift we have for them is to let them know that their efforts have not been wasted.

Princesses of ‘Yesteryear’ and the ‘Present’…to those i have befriended in SMPS, to those who stood by me agn and agn in SMSS, thank you! JIA YOU, k?!

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haha. i feel like a lil poet today. and also a bootlicker. haha. promoting st margs to future generations lar. To the beautiful gurls who have not completed your lap in this polka-dotted race, dun give up k? Treasure ya time…

(details of today’s happenings will be summarised in the next entry.)

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LOVEE` princess zj.

>.< GOMEN NASAI! haven been blogging this for a while cos life has been quite unsettled these days. No, after prelims, i still carn settle down and do proper 6-hr revision like my gurlfrends can…but i hav finally completed memorising 90% of wad i need to noe for…ONE subject! (not gonna reveal it out…heehee. teachers might be reading this, u noe?) Not a lot, but i’m proud of this slight achievement.

ANYWAY…i’ve been getting cramps for the last 36hrs, any help? haha, i heard massage will ease the pain. "MUMMY~"

Cramps leads to? P.M.S.

And YES. Been biting the heads off many unsuspecting victims these days. i noe the things i say might hurt you, but esp when u are my gd pal, which is y i see a need to agitate you to do smth to change ya life… (read: KARMA) Apologises for me been unsensitive too.

SOBX. a lot of weeping and sobbing has been done this week. not by me only, sigh…i’m gonna miss these gurls. but…that’s for another entry.

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haha, i noe ppl wanna noe my new eye-candy.

(author’s note: Refer reader to main display pic.)

KAWAII-ne~   ^,^     ey?

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LOVEE` zijing —– zax(i’m still loving him) n’ zun (new eyecandy)

it’s so funny. almost all the things in life is measured. tym. money. speed. distance. school exam results. blah blah blah…

why carn things be simpler?

TENSION is the word i would describe my life now. the fluctuations are so intense that i can smile one second and cry another. i’m sure everyone feels that way at the end of the year. it’s the time when we look back and count our blessings and regrets…cursing ourselves for wasting precious time and all.

u need an example? i will give you one. PRELIM results. when u are doing all right, people jus keep telling you, it’s not enough…which is also why when we DUN do as well as expected, we break down. Of cos, i’m the more easily contented person with my school grades but many of my frends out there aint. wad’s worse, they forget abt people who do worse than them.

u need another one? __ ____ made me cry yesterday infront of my frends. haha. i’m not blaming anyone here, it’s just that i really dun wanna be trapped in this thing for so many years running. i dun wanna change it either. just __ ____ said, some people wun grow up or think maturely until they get older and in this problem, i really dun wanna grow up and think maturely cos i noe that i hav already lost my chances.

and to those that cried yesterday too, whether at home or in school, vent it all out now. becos in the next few weeks, we wun even hav tym to stay depressed/angry/heartbroken or think abt nonsense le.

here, congrats to the 14 in class that have passed most of the subjects and to amy n’ latha for being able to make it to JC and to naomi, eunice, melissa n’ rebekah for making it into MI. and to zaty, congrats for winning the Gold SINGA award. sunday was the finals for ‘It’s Showtime’ and althou the sec 1s and sec 2s din win the $20,000, we are proud. the whole school is happy for you all.

two nights ago, started on my own ‘exam daimoku campaign’ as benj put it. feel better now. thanks to rena, ailin and all the other ICs, not forgetting GeYi n’ the FLINT family hu had encouraged me all along. thankiew.

                                                  LOVEE` ZIJING

HAPPY CHILDREN’S DAY TO ALL WHO ARE STILL YOUTHFUL AT HEART, like me! haha…

everything’s mixed. i feel happy for the gurls and teachers becos they hav worked really hard and now, it’s finally tym to show their results and then, take a break before taking their yr-end exams tmr morning. then agn, i’m feeling upset becos st margs did not win. not the sec 1s. not the sec 2s either.

jus wanna say that the whole school is proud of you gurls and you did what you could, so cheer up.

haha, guess the bills will be settled another way then. anyway, i was just telling rebekah the idea i had in mind. it’s our last year and soon, it will be her 164th birthday. was thinking of doing smth for the people we love and loved us these years.

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had exam daimokukai @ TSC today. hopefully, things will changed. i’ve been inspired. but inspiration alone wun get me anywhere. actions must be taken. just a big thanks to all ICs, i’m sure all of us felt motivated.

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gtg.

zj.