Coralz’ [the lil echos]

haha, i noe this is MY blog but smhow i wanan post smth i read frm faiz…

[[ Well, duirng contact time today, Chua was talking abt how we should start to gear up and focus on our goal. I think most of his advise make a good point. I also wonder sometimes, why some ppl can just fly up up and away all of a sudden. Does focusing on what u want really helps? Like okie u noe thats ur foucs, but what kind of actions must u take? Well, i hope with the fasting going on, it will help me to meditate my inner self. They say when u fast and do exam at the same time, well it helps u mentally. Like calm urself down. I dun noe how true is this but, i need to work it. Its time i settle down and marry my book for 1 full month. ]]

how true is this? haha, is fasting help, i will fast too. need to lose that lil tummy haha.

i think i’m in emo state agn. feel like crying over nth these days. now i’m really in need of a huggable source. haha, my new pillow is not working well!! anyone wanna offer their body to me? female or male, all okay…who wanna volunteer? line up properly please and take ya queue number. it will be your turn soon. 

i wanna thank these lovely gurls. LATHA, SHEH LIN and CHERYL! gosh, they are so sweet, already giving out the graduation gifts. now, it only adds up to another reason why i do not wish to leave sch. these gurls are the people i will miss lar.

LOVEE`ZJ

There need not be reasons for the things that happen, but at least we should all have reasons for the things we do. Hmm, that would probably make life better.

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Reason for the creation of this blog: "Dun wan too many ppl asking me for my personal one. Besides, this is THE place to look out for exactly how i’m feeling (minus the emo. stuff)"

There are many possibilities why some things happen and why people change or why you were misled or misunderstand things.

eg. Your crush were showing you all the good vibes and you were led to think they share mutual feelings towards you. Why did they do it?

1) They really really like you back to show such obvious signs.

2) They are testing your reactions towards that action.

3) They are jus leading you on to prove to their peers how popular they are/ to gain confidence.

4) They treat you like a buddy and are stupid enough to mistake your love as concern from a frend and YOU are stupid cos you din notice.

Of course, there are many many more reasons but all i’m trying to say here is that if you really wanna noe smth, you must be prepared fpr the worst or lousiest excuse they can give.

A good pal happen to land at (4) so i guess i have to say smth about it before another potential 2 of my girlfrends find themselves trapped.

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school’s closing soon and i think i’m really gonna miss the girls and the place. ok fine. jus in case 2 certain teachers are reading this too, so..ya…i will miss the teachers too! haha.

the sec 4s and 5s went back to school on thursday and found our garden beautified by benches and one of the heart-shaped statues made by 2004’s grad. students. wah…in only we can bring our guys in, haha, then the place will be of some use. jK! sherry and i went to the bench nearest to our class and sat down. OUCH! my butt was scorched by strong infra-red radiation lar! and there were ants on the plants. haha… romantic , ey?

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went NLB wif van today and we met rena and ailin. wow. when it was jus the 2 of us, ppl noe we are students. but when rena+ailin+ailin’s frend came over to sit, it felt like we have aged by 10 yrs! haha. the laptops were out and accounting equations were spoken. fun!

no more slacking for me! thx rena for the effort you put in to change my mind abt sch. haha. i think my gfs had screwed me enuff.

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GRIN`zj

Imagine…you walk into this little, simple cafe one day. You had no plans, just wanted a sandwich and a coffee when all a sudden, the waiter walks up to you, presenting a royal red menu. On Today’s Special, it reads…

NEW!!!

Zi Jing-sicle

A dish that’s mouth-watering and calmly pleasant. Not too sweet, with just the right amount of sugar, spice and everything nice.  The ultimate fix for chocoholics–chocolate chips loaded with rich brownie pieces and white chocolate. Comes with a hot fudge dip.

Recommendation: Down it with a warm cup of soothing tea and a good read at hand.

Yum? Order it now.

Cost: Priceless.

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i’m bad at introducing myself but *deep breath*…here goes~

zijing. 18yrs and 1/2 month old.

from st`margs sec. and here’s basically why i’m still in polka-dots aft 11yrs. one, becos i’m in normal academic so i’m one yr behind. two, i retained in sec three due to certain affairs, so i’m yet another yr behind. still, i’m glad i’m in this BIG family. 164yrs of educating young women. i’m glad this place survived it all.

i’m frm soka! SGI. happy child. joined past national day parades and youth cultural festivals. next big wish? for my fellow Future Division peers to make it into National Day Parade 2007. i wana be a trainer this tym!

my lovees.

-photography. but one thing i dun get is…why are my cameras breaking down so fast all the tym? how many? countless…

-my idols. (most…men who tear. the lucky bois are…’refer to profile’)

-my gurlfrendz. [siti, louisa, sheereen, faiz, audz, jol, yanqi, class5/1]

-my fd family. [geyi. hysen. angela. sam. xingyi. huimin. kaixian. phyllicia. kimseng. koksheng. benji. helicia. vinnci... *etc!!!*]

-chocolate. green tea.

ME?!

a lil bitchy. a lil nice. average-looking, so i recommend u jus read, not look. finds comfort in music, books, dramas and photography.

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basically, i’m writing here for the benefit of those who do not know of my personal blog and that…i dun intend to give its url away due to much of my rambling and bitchifitness. so yup, here’s the more decent-readable version of my life and all. enjoy!

ZIJING`loved.