Coralz’ [the lil echos]

SOBX.

today’s definitely not a PMS day. Just watching latha and zaty cry, i will like tearing too. rite, as said on the grad. service, "we have survived."

Thinking back, it’s been 12 years since i’ve stepped into her gates (both schs la) and a longer tym is spent watching myself and her grow/blossom into wad we are now. I’m reluntant to leave, or should i say, me being unwilling to move on. These stagnant polka-dotted filled days mite have contained some frustrating memories but many things have cum unexpected and good too. Just like the comrades of yesteryear have realised, "Located by Farrer Road is St. Margaret’s. Named after the Queen of Scotland. Surrounding us is Queens Road, Kings Road and Prince Road." If all this was a coincidence, what a great one it has been. I felt like a little spoilt princess lar. haha. And i dun wish to leave my palace. But our teachers, (great educators they are) have guided us well and i guess the only gift we have for them is to let them know that their efforts have not been wasted.

Princesses of ‘Yesteryear’ and the ‘Present’…to those i have befriended in SMPS, to those who stood by me agn and agn in SMSS, thank you! JIA YOU, k?!

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haha. i feel like a lil poet today. and also a bootlicker. haha. promoting st margs to future generations lar. To the beautiful gurls who have not completed your lap in this polka-dotted race, dun give up k? Treasure ya time…

(details of today’s happenings will be summarised in the next entry.)

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LOVEE` princess zj.

>.< GOMEN NASAI! haven been blogging this for a while cos life has been quite unsettled these days. No, after prelims, i still carn settle down and do proper 6-hr revision like my gurlfrends can…but i hav finally completed memorising 90% of wad i need to noe for…ONE subject! (not gonna reveal it out…heehee. teachers might be reading this, u noe?) Not a lot, but i’m proud of this slight achievement.

ANYWAY…i’ve been getting cramps for the last 36hrs, any help? haha, i heard massage will ease the pain. "MUMMY~"

Cramps leads to? P.M.S.

And YES. Been biting the heads off many unsuspecting victims these days. i noe the things i say might hurt you, but esp when u are my gd pal, which is y i see a need to agitate you to do smth to change ya life… (read: KARMA) Apologises for me been unsensitive too.

SOBX. a lot of weeping and sobbing has been done this week. not by me only, sigh…i’m gonna miss these gurls. but…that’s for another entry.

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haha, i noe ppl wanna noe my new eye-candy.

(author’s note: Refer reader to main display pic.)

KAWAII-ne~   ^,^     ey?

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LOVEE` zijing —– zax(i’m still loving him) n’ zun (new eyecandy)

it’s so funny. almost all the things in life is measured. tym. money. speed. distance. school exam results. blah blah blah…

why carn things be simpler?

TENSION is the word i would describe my life now. the fluctuations are so intense that i can smile one second and cry another. i’m sure everyone feels that way at the end of the year. it’s the time when we look back and count our blessings and regrets…cursing ourselves for wasting precious time and all.

u need an example? i will give you one. PRELIM results. when u are doing all right, people jus keep telling you, it’s not enough…which is also why when we DUN do as well as expected, we break down. Of cos, i’m the more easily contented person with my school grades but many of my frends out there aint. wad’s worse, they forget abt people who do worse than them.

u need another one? __ ____ made me cry yesterday infront of my frends. haha. i’m not blaming anyone here, it’s just that i really dun wanna be trapped in this thing for so many years running. i dun wanna change it either. just __ ____ said, some people wun grow up or think maturely until they get older and in this problem, i really dun wanna grow up and think maturely cos i noe that i hav already lost my chances.

and to those that cried yesterday too, whether at home or in school, vent it all out now. becos in the next few weeks, we wun even hav tym to stay depressed/angry/heartbroken or think abt nonsense le.

here, congrats to the 14 in class that have passed most of the subjects and to amy n’ latha for being able to make it to JC and to naomi, eunice, melissa n’ rebekah for making it into MI. and to zaty, congrats for winning the Gold SINGA award. sunday was the finals for ‘It’s Showtime’ and althou the sec 1s and sec 2s din win the $20,000, we are proud. the whole school is happy for you all.

two nights ago, started on my own ‘exam daimoku campaign’ as benj put it. feel better now. thanks to rena, ailin and all the other ICs, not forgetting GeYi n’ the FLINT family hu had encouraged me all along. thankiew.

                                                  LOVEE` ZIJING

HAPPY CHILDREN’S DAY TO ALL WHO ARE STILL YOUTHFUL AT HEART, like me! haha…

everything’s mixed. i feel happy for the gurls and teachers becos they hav worked really hard and now, it’s finally tym to show their results and then, take a break before taking their yr-end exams tmr morning. then agn, i’m feeling upset becos st margs did not win. not the sec 1s. not the sec 2s either.

jus wanna say that the whole school is proud of you gurls and you did what you could, so cheer up.

haha, guess the bills will be settled another way then. anyway, i was just telling rebekah the idea i had in mind. it’s our last year and soon, it will be her 164th birthday. was thinking of doing smth for the people we love and loved us these years.

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had exam daimokukai @ TSC today. hopefully, things will changed. i’ve been inspired. but inspiration alone wun get me anywhere. actions must be taken. just a big thanks to all ICs, i’m sure all of us felt motivated.

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gtg.

zj.