POINTS
it’s so funny. almost all the things in life is measured. tym. money. speed. distance. school exam results. blah blah blah…
why carn things be simpler?
TENSION is the word i would describe my life now. the fluctuations are so intense that i can smile one second and cry another. i’m sure everyone feels that way at the end of the year. it’s the time when we look back and count our blessings and regrets…cursing ourselves for wasting precious time and all.
u need an example? i will give you one. PRELIM results. when u are doing all right, people jus keep telling you, it’s not enough…which is also why when we DUN do as well as expected, we break down. Of cos, i’m the more easily contented person with my school grades but many of my frends out there aint. wad’s worse, they forget abt people who do worse than them.
u need another one? __ ____ made me cry yesterday infront of my frends. haha. i’m not blaming anyone here, it’s just that i really dun wanna be trapped in this thing for so many years running. i dun wanna change it either. just __ ____ said, some people wun grow up or think maturely until they get older and in this problem, i really dun wanna grow up and think maturely cos i noe that i hav already lost my chances.
and to those that cried yesterday too, whether at home or in school, vent it all out now. becos in the next few weeks, we wun even hav tym to stay depressed/angry/heartbroken or think abt nonsense le.
here, congrats to the 14 in class that have passed most of the subjects and to amy n’ latha for being able to make it to JC and to naomi, eunice, melissa n’ rebekah for making it into MI. and to zaty, congrats for winning the Gold SINGA award. sunday was the finals for ‘It’s Showtime’ and althou the sec 1s and sec 2s din win the $20,000, we are proud. the whole school is happy for you all.
two nights ago, started on my own ‘exam daimoku campaign’ as benj put it. feel better now. thanks to rena, ailin and all the other ICs, not forgetting GeYi n’ the FLINT family hu had encouraged me all along. thankiew.
LOVEE` ZIJING
